difficulties are not bad after all...

this year, i learn what's the meaning of...

stress

(never been so stressed out for studies before)

 contentment

(learnt it from the visit to the orang asli settlements, they are so happy evn though they lacked much)

failure

(learn from my mistakes)

and from failures, i've learn humility

independent *partially*

(as i still had the weekends to escape home *wink*)

being a middle person

(well, it was never easy)

showing love without return

(by the source of love that is God)

slightly more decisive in life

(due to the major decisions i need to make)

being a scholar

(yes, i'm REALLY blessed, but it's not easy as well, it's actually complicated)

trusting God

(this was really the tough part, to surrender my whle future into His hands)

and how did i learn all these lessons? and that is THROUGH DIFFICULTIES.

and so, i can say I LOVE DIFFICULTIES with the strength of God to overcome and go through it.

as through each hard times, i'll become a more matured and stronger person. =)

PLUS, we are considered REALLY BLESSED PEOPLE, we have sufficient food clothing and shelter,

many ppl in the world are suffering frm starvation and is really bad!

as i was seeing a video of suffering church, it brought me to tears to see how much the people there are suffering

and here am i, grumbling even when the weather is hot!

we should indeed treasure what we have, while we still have them! 

and stop the grumbling attitude and not take things for granted.

THANK YOU LORD, for giving e the strength to pull thru this year.