spending some quiet time with God can be amazing.
i opened the Bible to ephesians 2 v 1-10 today, and God spoke to my heart. God's word is like a sword piercing into the heart, it searches the heart, it prunes it and bring it to realisation and repentance.
this verse especially hit me hard.
"all of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts..." eph2v3
I remember one night in RBS, i was in tears talking to God. I totally let out how i felt and just being honest with Him.
I told Him that i was really scared to start a new year in taylor's college. everything was in a really really big rush. initially, i didnt even think of taylor's college or sam. my plan was maybe form six or a levels. never in my life have i heard of sam before. When i realise I received the Sime darby scholarship, i should be happy, but i was confused, there was so much to absorb. and suddenly, just like that, change of plans.
That night in RBS, I told Him how puzzled and insecure i felt. I was very very scared that i will stray away from Him, that i will turn into a bad person, that i will not stand strong in the faith, that i will start to neglect Him when i get busy studying...
and true enough, some of the fears did come true. I did stray away and I did not stay close to Him.
and some times like the verse say, I even enjoy following the cravings of my sinful nature, its desires and its thoughts. I even CHOOSE to be in the wrong, just cause it's so much easier. and it was my own desire to neglect God. it was just so much easier to be absorb into the world rather than staying strong in the faith and always guarding my heart from all evil things.
At times, i even questioned God why is it that being in the right is so hard. I chose to turn my back against Him, i chose to stray away and stop doing my quiet time. I even asked God why must i always be the one who shows love, why must i always be the one who comforts, i was once again feeling tired of all this.
and this verse hit me hard. i realised how rebellious i was. and all this tiredness...the source of it all... was ...
cause in the first place, my spiritual walk was wrong and i chose it to be that way.
but even when i was faithless he was still faithful!
and that's how wonderful it is. like how He spoke to me today, even though all this while i have been so rebellious, He was still trying to bring me back to Him. and how He used this verse to give me a wake up call. I really need to get back to Him. He is the source of my strength and love, if even this channel is cut off, then where would i find the strength to once again conquer all this tiredness "spiritually".
that's how amazing christianity is, it speakes to the heart. and to be able to feel His voice and His presence, that feel just cant be describe even more. you've gotta experience it yourself.
I am once again touched by God's love. We did not earn His love, but He loved us unconditionally.
"for it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God-not by works, so that no one can boast." eph2v8-9.
this was the other verse that touched me too. God's gift of love is so amazing, He offers it to all who receives it, and the wonderful thing is, it is just by believing that you receive it, not by earning it or by doing good works.
indeed it is by grace that we are saved!
this song is a prayer from the bottom of my heart. Oh Lord, draw me close to You, indeed You are my only desire and i lay it all down before You once again.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
parents...
today i suddenly thot of the day of my operation. couldnt really remeber what happen, but this was what my mum told me.
before i went into the operating theatre, my mum was with me, and she was really worried. I could see it on her face. But, this was what i told her "mummy, dont worry, God will surely take care of me, I am His child too". later after the operation and everything, she told me that those words really brought her to tears inside her heart.
and just by hearing that, i was encouraged.
some times, people say i'm a carefree, happy-go-lucky girl, and i do wonder that this is not very good.
but in situations like that, being carefree can sometimes release the tension a little. =)
well, going through an operation with the risk of paralysis is indeed not easy. spinal cord. major opt. seven hour full anathesia. really no joke. and most of the time, the people around me were more worried than i was.
i guess, that was how i cope to be calm. and of course, God gave me the utmost peace.
why did i suddenly think of this? i was just thinking back of how much my parents actually sacrifice for me just cause of this major operation in my life.
i remember after the operation, i was really in SEVERE pain, and all the time, i was actually screaming and shouting all the time. taking care of a patient like this, I KNOW, it's NOT easy!! but yet, my mother was so patient with me. i keep shouting for pathedine (my painkiller) and yet my parents still love me as much! =)
they took so many leaves, and they just slept with me in the hospital. countless sacrifices they have made.
just spewing thoughts.
i am an only child, and all of you ask do i ever want siblings. the answer is definitely YESHH!
i really want to have siblings, even though i know there'll be many fights and all.
but yeah, i'm contented to be an only child in my family as well.
usually, when people hear i'm the only child, i always get that particular stare giving the message - u must b a spoil kid then. and i do not like that look.
for all that i know, i am not a spoil kid, and consider myself quite independent. i am proud to be an only child i am really happy with the way my parents brought me up. i am happy that they did not manja me and give in to everything that i want. i am glad that they are not overprotective.
one thing i am really glad is the freedom they give me. they give me seriously A LOT of freedom. and that in itself let me know how much they actually trust me, allowing to venture life's pathway, do the mistakes and wrong things for me to learn life's process. as it's in the mistakes that i'm hurt and learn from it. and to know all this trust in me, I KNOW, that i must not abuse this freedom given to me.i am just happy with the way i turned out.
people say when you loose some thing, only you will learn to appreciate it. and that's very true.
last year, living out of home make me appreciate my parents more. i realised how much they have actually done for me all my life. all the scrifices they made for me to bring me up.
even in my education and universities application, even during the period when my future was at stake, they were there supporting me still. my parents told me, we might not have the finance for medicine without sime darby, but if that is really what you want to do, we will find a way and God will prpare a way.
that few words already made me feel secure!
thank you papa n mama! sorry for the times i argue/talk back. i love you all a lot.
and even as i grow up now, and leaving home, i knwo you all will miss me a lot, especially mummy. I LOVE YOU BOTH! and i'm proud to be your only daughter despite what other people think of me.
to have this support, no matter how tough medicine would be, i know i will try my very best. and even if i faint, i faint. but i will definitely stand up again to face my fears. i will not let u down.
and of course i have God with me, so what else should i fear. where is the courage and bravery i once had, elena ng! why did SAM make u loose so much self confidence! YOU CAN DO IT man!
plus with the friends who never gave up on you. will definitely make them proud.
look at things as SIMPLE and it will be. it's humans that complicate it.
toodles~
before i went into the operating theatre, my mum was with me, and she was really worried. I could see it on her face. But, this was what i told her "mummy, dont worry, God will surely take care of me, I am His child too". later after the operation and everything, she told me that those words really brought her to tears inside her heart.
and just by hearing that, i was encouraged.
some times, people say i'm a carefree, happy-go-lucky girl, and i do wonder that this is not very good.
but in situations like that, being carefree can sometimes release the tension a little. =)
well, going through an operation with the risk of paralysis is indeed not easy. spinal cord. major opt. seven hour full anathesia. really no joke. and most of the time, the people around me were more worried than i was.
i guess, that was how i cope to be calm. and of course, God gave me the utmost peace.
why did i suddenly think of this? i was just thinking back of how much my parents actually sacrifice for me just cause of this major operation in my life.
i remember after the operation, i was really in SEVERE pain, and all the time, i was actually screaming and shouting all the time. taking care of a patient like this, I KNOW, it's NOT easy!! but yet, my mother was so patient with me. i keep shouting for pathedine (my painkiller) and yet my parents still love me as much! =)
they took so many leaves, and they just slept with me in the hospital. countless sacrifices they have made.
just spewing thoughts.
i am an only child, and all of you ask do i ever want siblings. the answer is definitely YESHH!
i really want to have siblings, even though i know there'll be many fights and all.
but yeah, i'm contented to be an only child in my family as well.
usually, when people hear i'm the only child, i always get that particular stare giving the message - u must b a spoil kid then. and i do not like that look.
for all that i know, i am not a spoil kid, and consider myself quite independent. i am proud to be an only child i am really happy with the way my parents brought me up. i am happy that they did not manja me and give in to everything that i want. i am glad that they are not overprotective.
one thing i am really glad is the freedom they give me. they give me seriously A LOT of freedom. and that in itself let me know how much they actually trust me, allowing to venture life's pathway, do the mistakes and wrong things for me to learn life's process. as it's in the mistakes that i'm hurt and learn from it. and to know all this trust in me, I KNOW, that i must not abuse this freedom given to me.i am just happy with the way i turned out.
people say when you loose some thing, only you will learn to appreciate it. and that's very true.
last year, living out of home make me appreciate my parents more. i realised how much they have actually done for me all my life. all the scrifices they made for me to bring me up.
even in my education and universities application, even during the period when my future was at stake, they were there supporting me still. my parents told me, we might not have the finance for medicine without sime darby, but if that is really what you want to do, we will find a way and God will prpare a way.
that few words already made me feel secure!
thank you papa n mama! sorry for the times i argue/talk back. i love you all a lot.
and even as i grow up now, and leaving home, i knwo you all will miss me a lot, especially mummy. I LOVE YOU BOTH! and i'm proud to be your only daughter despite what other people think of me.
to have this support, no matter how tough medicine would be, i know i will try my very best. and even if i faint, i faint. but i will definitely stand up again to face my fears. i will not let u down.
and of course i have God with me, so what else should i fear. where is the courage and bravery i once had, elena ng! why did SAM make u loose so much self confidence! YOU CAN DO IT man!
plus with the friends who never gave up on you. will definitely make them proud.
look at things as SIMPLE and it will be. it's humans that complicate it.
toodles~
Sunday, January 23, 2011
God loves reaches FAR.
2011 have not really sunk in until today.
we were talking about new year resolutions in youth fellowship today and i just realised it's 2011, not 2010 anymore.
my ultimate goal this year is to work on my spiritual walk and stay close to Him, spending every morning for quiet time, no matter how tough.
i am once again reminded of God's love for me today~
it's amazing how God actually speak to the heart. i was touched by a story told this morning.
there was this spanish daughter and father. well, the daughter came back one day with the new testament spanish bible, and was reading it. the father saw and snatch it away from her and told her NEVER to touch that book again, everything inside is NOT true. so, he kept it in his bag. he was working at the mining industry. he went to work on that same day and never came back again after that. 31 of them were trapped!
well, when they reach them, it was not a happy ending, all 31 of them did not suvived. BUT they saw this father holding on to that bible and wrote a note to his daughter - YOU MUST READ this book, everything is true. he signed off with a few others name.
i was touched to realise how God's love actually reaches out to all people in amazing ways that we, humans never expect. =) never look down on how powerful He can be. I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU JESUS!
we were talking about new year resolutions in youth fellowship today and i just realised it's 2011, not 2010 anymore.
my ultimate goal this year is to work on my spiritual walk and stay close to Him, spending every morning for quiet time, no matter how tough.
i am once again reminded of God's love for me today~
it's amazing how God actually speak to the heart. i was touched by a story told this morning.
there was this spanish daughter and father. well, the daughter came back one day with the new testament spanish bible, and was reading it. the father saw and snatch it away from her and told her NEVER to touch that book again, everything inside is NOT true. so, he kept it in his bag. he was working at the mining industry. he went to work on that same day and never came back again after that. 31 of them were trapped!
well, when they reach them, it was not a happy ending, all 31 of them did not suvived. BUT they saw this father holding on to that bible and wrote a note to his daughter - YOU MUST READ this book, everything is true. he signed off with a few others name.
i was touched to realise how God's love actually reaches out to all people in amazing ways that we, humans never expect. =) never look down on how powerful He can be. I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU JESUS!
Saturday, January 22, 2011
i laughed the most last year.. didnt even survive college, one day WITHOUT laughing.
ahah! the inside jokes were never ending.
BLONDIE at B floor *same spot* alwaz, how we will shout n laugh wenever we see johnathan, stalk his clothes, shouting at taylor's roof top, encik murni claimed as my destiny, adam's apple, S and R, michelle and her overturn umbrella, shouting as we enter complexs, sme black ppl shouting at us BODOH GILA, went into the toilet laughing and the cleaner shouted BISING LAH, unspeakables jokes, pyjamas pants, table cloth shirt, HULKING, courting ritual with a black crow, all the MMS photos we use to send when we're bored studying, how we veeted adrianna, how we tatooed all the guys at pris's birthday, how we wet ian on his birthday, how we scream in cinema watching horror, how we would find all the exotic guys for lilian, how KIASU CLUB was formed, how we just randomly went to klang and hsing just joined us, how we baked with TEPUNG GANDUM and failed, how we FOC in msn w wen shi, mich and me, how mich, u will stop when it comes to narrow roads, how mich will stone when she drop a water bottle in the middle of the road, how we match make each other to one of candice's friends, how we went skating together, how we just kept on eating last whole year, how we went shopping till we die, how we pass notes in class and got caught by Ms Doh, how candice will take BIG photos of herself, how we bought one whole watermelon for seannie, bought lycee tea for wen shy, how we bought ice cream for sean and see how he mix it, how we took crazeee photos together, how we rush for chem class, how we promoted ian MORE THAN our books, how we just laughed, laughed and laughed till we want to pee so much!!!!and went to star bucks for tat reason. OMG, the list goes on. we seriously did not pass one day WITHOUT laughing.
time really flies, soon, all this will be in the past. and i can say - i truly miss all these funny moments we had together~
ahah! the inside jokes were never ending.
BLONDIE at B floor *same spot* alwaz, how we will shout n laugh wenever we see johnathan, stalk his clothes, shouting at taylor's roof top, encik murni claimed as my destiny, adam's apple, S and R, michelle and her overturn umbrella, shouting as we enter complexs, sme black ppl shouting at us BODOH GILA, went into the toilet laughing and the cleaner shouted BISING LAH, unspeakables jokes, pyjamas pants, table cloth shirt, HULKING, courting ritual with a black crow, all the MMS photos we use to send when we're bored studying, how we veeted adrianna, how we tatooed all the guys at pris's birthday, how we wet ian on his birthday, how we scream in cinema watching horror, how we would find all the exotic guys for lilian, how KIASU CLUB was formed, how we just randomly went to klang and hsing just joined us, how we baked with TEPUNG GANDUM and failed, how we FOC in msn w wen shi, mich and me, how mich, u will stop when it comes to narrow roads, how mich will stone when she drop a water bottle in the middle of the road, how we match make each other to one of candice's friends, how we went skating together, how we just kept on eating last whole year, how we went shopping till we die, how we pass notes in class and got caught by Ms Doh, how candice will take BIG photos of herself, how we bought one whole watermelon for seannie, bought lycee tea for wen shy, how we bought ice cream for sean and see how he mix it, how we took crazeee photos together, how we rush for chem class, how we promoted ian MORE THAN our books, how we just laughed, laughed and laughed till we want to pee so much!!!!and went to star bucks for tat reason. OMG, the list goes on. we seriously did not pass one day WITHOUT laughing.
time really flies, soon, all this will be in the past. and i can say - i truly miss all these funny moments we had together~
Sunday, January 16, 2011
scared
sighs.. the feelings are coming back.
actually i have a lot of friends doing medicine, and everyone is warning me about how tough medicine will be and everything.
some were talking about post mortem, how we have to cut up dead bodies. GOSH, i think before i even hold the knife or whatever, i faint dy!!!!
besides, my church friend say u better be reading a lot now, because i will suffer if my english still stay as bad as now.
yet another aunty tried to talk me into changing course and to give up my medicine course, saying it is too tough and all.
some told me that you will definitely have no family time in future.
and others say, you will die during housemanship, they will torture you like crazy and everything.
well, all this stuffs and hearing what people say really scares me off some times and i keep thinking am i strong enough or am i able to really finish this course sucessfully? i am really scared to think about it.
but yet, i have the assurance once again, that if God has started this whole thing from the beginning, He will definitely accomplish it. and being in His will is always the best. no matter how hard, how tough, we are His children and He will take care of us, plus he promised us to never to give us something that we cannot bear or over our own limits.
trusting Him in my future studies and collecting the courage to face this tough medicine course. have faith!
actually i have a lot of friends doing medicine, and everyone is warning me about how tough medicine will be and everything.
some were talking about post mortem, how we have to cut up dead bodies. GOSH, i think before i even hold the knife or whatever, i faint dy!!!!
besides, my church friend say u better be reading a lot now, because i will suffer if my english still stay as bad as now.
yet another aunty tried to talk me into changing course and to give up my medicine course, saying it is too tough and all.
some told me that you will definitely have no family time in future.
and others say, you will die during housemanship, they will torture you like crazy and everything.
well, all this stuffs and hearing what people say really scares me off some times and i keep thinking am i strong enough or am i able to really finish this course sucessfully? i am really scared to think about it.
but yet, i have the assurance once again, that if God has started this whole thing from the beginning, He will definitely accomplish it. and being in His will is always the best. no matter how hard, how tough, we are His children and He will take care of us, plus he promised us to never to give us something that we cannot bear or over our own limits.
trusting Him in my future studies and collecting the courage to face this tough medicine course. have faith!
Saturday, January 15, 2011
so touched!
went to help out in this bidor camp reunion.
instead, i was more encouraged by just being there. talked with a few of them and their experiences make me feel that i am so so blessed.
this gurl who shared her testimony really really touched my heart. it made me feel tears in my eyes.
this was the sentence that really touched and moved my heart -
since young, i have not seen my parents, i dont even know my father's name, not until i saw my birth certificate, but so what, i have Jesus Christ and that is all i need! *saying it with watery eyes*
whoah, i was so so so touched man! such faith, i really admire her for tat courage to share so personal stuffs in front of everyone. salute her!
instead, i was more encouraged by just being there. talked with a few of them and their experiences make me feel that i am so so blessed.
this gurl who shared her testimony really really touched my heart. it made me feel tears in my eyes.
this was the sentence that really touched and moved my heart -
since young, i have not seen my parents, i dont even know my father's name, not until i saw my birth certificate, but so what, i have Jesus Christ and that is all i need! *saying it with watery eyes*
whoah, i was so so so touched man! such faith, i really admire her for tat courage to share so personal stuffs in front of everyone. salute her!
Saturday, January 8, 2011
BE PROUD G8
Thursday, January 6, 2011
before i stepped into a totally new place, new people in universities,
let me cherish the memories in G8! I will miss G8 so badly. this goodbye is really hard to say.
everyone will be leaving soon for studies and it makes me really sad to think of it. which is whyy the start of this blog post! every single one of you in G8 means so much to me. and i am very sure that the memories you all gave me will always stay.
this was the place i found true, geinuine friends. awesome people who are willing to go CRAZY with me.
everyone accept each other as they are, in G8, and no one is left out.
it's a place where you can JUST BE URSELF n do not need to care much.
this was the people who held me especially when i was down and sad. just seeing them would already put a smile on my face.
i spent most of time with this awesome people this yearr and i can truly say i am so grateful to meet all of them.
SEAN
think of sean, everyone will mention WATERMELON.
seannie is sweet in his own special ways larh, he send or write messages that i find very personal and suitable for that particular person. =) gives me the genuine feel!
well, you will still have 5 YEARS to bear with me since i'll be in the same uni with you. GOOD OR BAD? LOL!
ADRIAN
HAHA! adrian will always be our sista! NOW AND FOREVERMORE!
awww, adrian not only you are NOT manly, but you are HAIRY too. hehehe=)
I always remember the day you send me back to casa, so sweet of you, even though that place is like super jam!=) thx for driving us around!
anywaz, dun dream of getting your manhood back, cause you'll remain a sista to all of us!
IAN
hmmm.. my fellow sime darby scholar!
well, this was the picture that i embarassed my self totally!
anywaz, thanks for all your *GOOD* and strict advises NOT to use answers when doing my maths.
and also NOT telling me the answer until i use my brains and think myself. (and i definitely have one ok) haha, well, it does sound weird BUT it really works for solving problems!
continue to share your *wonderful* knowledge with everyone! =)
see you in future sime darby events! =)
WEN SHI
remember this? how we blind folded you on your birthday and surprise you with your BROMANCE PARTNER ivan!
TAI KOR, you are really like my big brother.
i still have the chat log of how you taught us maths through msn, so nice of you la! =)
thanks for alwaz being there and listening to my whines and when i was really down that night.
You encouraged me a lot, and always make me smile.
when you are gone, who will be fetching me to and from kelana jaya? sobs. ='(
IVAN
think of you, I'll think of DURIANS.
ivan, you are also another sweet *like sugar* guy whom i met in my life.LOL!
you always remember us and will send messages showing your concern, asking how was our results, wishing us happy new year, all the best for exams and all. THANKS a lot for all those sms and remembering us. =)
GENE
i'll always remember what you said to me one day. Well, I dont know if you remember, but you said this, "if sime darby chose you, you must be of some quality, if they can do it,why cant you?" something like that. well,at that time i was actually doubting why am I a sime darby scholar compared to the rest, so it did mean a lot to me. =)
PRISCILLA
HEY *PURE* CHINESE!
u saw through my smiles and knew that i was sad. so sweet of you of just asking " are you okay?" I seldom emo, so maybe once i'm sad people can see through. haha=) thx for beeing there.
You are the one who will laugh at the stupid things i say. and you even asked me to call you during study break or when you are down so that i can make you laugh with all the stupid things i said. HAHAHA! so funnny~
you still have 5 years of that you know? hahaha=0
LILIAN
HELLO weirdo, you are always the unique one out of all of us. We APPLY that even when buying clothes for you, and chose you the WILD GREEN shirt! LOL!
thanks for being concern bout my uni and sime darby stuffs. =) oh well, we end up in the same uni! for 5 years, you'll be stuck with HULK teng! can take it? HEHE! i remember how one day we were studying in the silent zone, and you were really nice, teaching me and all.GOOD TIMES~ wahhh! i will miss having midnight talks with you man, ur stories so interesting, although u dont tell much.
anywaz, TRANSPORTER, thanks for driving us around so much. and i will always remember how you will shout at me loudly in the middle of the road and i will get really shocked! DONT cause an accident ok! BLUEKS! love watching movie in your house too, cause the screen is so big!
go chase after your dreams ok - that is BIEBER! hahahaha=) i will support you!
CANDICE
HOW DARE YOU TELL ALL THE EMBARASSING STUFFS TO C! GRRR! to someone whom i still have reputation with. I'll kill you one day if you continue to report!
dice! i will miss you so much, it's been a great year with you. and i will always remember how we went to prayer meeting in the morning and always get scolded by Ms Doh cause we are ALWAYS late. haha.
i'm so glad i had you to just talk and share about stuffs.
and in the notes u gave me, indeed is amazing how we take turns to cheer each other up. That's what sisters are for! =) i hope we can still do that in future! keep in contact~
MICHELLE
ahah! FOC, LAB, TENG partner!
cannot live a single day withot talking to each other huh? hahaha! we meet on msn ALMOST everyday just to .... krap! LOL! of cz we do talk bout important stuffs as well.
aww, MICH, i'm so gonna miss you when you are not around.
I cant even remember the day we got so close. seems like I've known you for years. HAHA!
we had so many moments spent together that cant be captured by words. just want to say thanks for all the times you were there for me especially when i was complaining or whinny and all. I reember how i enjoyed studying maths together and discussing chem, but always end up krapping.
and you better be cming back to visit me or not i will kill you! suffer the plane ride JUST FOR ME, will you. hahaha=)
ME? hahaha! I bet I'm just a RUBBISH, JOKE, TOY, MODEL FOR THE SISTAS TO TRY ON SOMETHING THEY'RE NOT SURE BOUT, ENTERTAINMENT, THE DONT WALK STRAIGHT GURL, RUMOUR, NO BRAINS GURL, HULK TENG, MAKE NO SENSE GURL. the list can go on right, people? HAHAHA! i know you all dont mean it and i find it all so funnny. WELL, I KINDA ENJOYED beeing insulted and joked about. at least, i have some use there, bringing laughter to everyone *UNINTENTIONALLY*
HAHAHAHA!
these are the awesome people and the others in G8 (including me, muahaha) that I've met! they are the ones who made my life so interesting. Missing one of them would just make a whole lot of difference. ALL OF YOU will definitely stay in my memories always.
but oh well, life goes on and we all need to move on. hope all of you would find even better friends in unis. A NEW CHALLENGE ahead, so let's embrace it and keep the past as memories and good times!
TO EVERYONE, take good care and all th best in your future studies and remember to never give up or to let down the people who have high hopes for you especially your parents! G8, we came out to be sort of the best class in SAM, so as we go to separate unis, let's strive to be the top as well. so long as we GIVE OUR BEST! =)
i really do hope we keep in contact despite the time difference in aussie and here. =)
let me cherish the memories in G8! I will miss G8 so badly. this goodbye is really hard to say.
the bros. ops! adrian, wrong place!
and the awesome sistas.
this was the place i found true, geinuine friends. awesome people who are willing to go CRAZY with me.
everyone accept each other as they are, in G8, and no one is left out.
it's a place where you can JUST BE URSELF n do not need to care much.
this was the people who held me especially when i was down and sad. just seeing them would already put a smile on my face.
i spent most of time with this awesome people this yearr and i can truly say i am so grateful to meet all of them.
SEAN
think of sean, everyone will mention WATERMELON.
happy birthday seannie! how does it feel carrying a watermelon home?! haha!
SEAN SEAN SEAN! FASTER!
~good times~
well, you will still have 5 YEARS to bear with me since i'll be in the same uni with you. GOOD OR BAD? LOL!
ADRIAN
HAHA! adrian will always be our sista! NOW AND FOREVERMORE!
awww, adrian not only you are NOT manly, but you are HAIRY too. hehehe=)
remember? the time we gurls *VEETED* you??! HAHAHA!
YOUR MOST POPULAR *ADRIAN FACE*
anywaz, dun dream of getting your manhood back, cause you'll remain a sista to all of us!
IAN
hmmm.. my fellow sime darby scholar!
well, this was the picture that i embarassed my self totally!
SAY sime darby! LOL!
anywaz, thanks for all your *GOOD* and strict advises NOT to use answers when doing my maths.
and also NOT telling me the answer until i use my brains and think myself. (and i definitely have one ok) haha, well, it does sound weird BUT it really works for solving problems!
continue to share your *wonderful* knowledge with everyone! =)
see you in future sime darby events! =)
WEN SHI
remember this? how we blind folded you on your birthday and surprise you with your BROMANCE PARTNER ivan!
haha, look at your angry face. LOL!
WEN SHI CANT GO WITHOUT HIGH SPOCK!
TAI KOR, you are really like my big brother.
i still have the chat log of how you taught us maths through msn, so nice of you la! =)
thanks for alwaz being there and listening to my whines and when i was really down that night.
You encouraged me a lot, and always make me smile.
when you are gone, who will be fetching me to and from kelana jaya? sobs. ='(
IVAN
think of you, I'll think of DURIANS.
hahaha, so funnny! dunno how cme it turn out like that.
ivan, you are also another sweet *like sugar* guy whom i met in my life.LOL!
you always remember us and will send messages showing your concern, asking how was our results, wishing us happy new year, all the best for exams and all. THANKS a lot for all those sms and remembering us. =)
GENE
haha, i remember how we forced you to put on the hat!
GRAMPS!
i'll always remember what you said to me one day. Well, I dont know if you remember, but you said this, "if sime darby chose you, you must be of some quality, if they can do it,why cant you?" something like that. well,at that time i was actually doubting why am I a sime darby scholar compared to the rest, so it did mean a lot to me. =)
PRISCILLA
HEY *PURE* CHINESE!
YESH! we made you take out your candle with your mouth!
sorry, it's terbalik! but i find this so funny! suite your face totally!
u saw through my smiles and knew that i was sad. so sweet of you of just asking " are you okay?" I seldom emo, so maybe once i'm sad people can see through. haha=) thx for beeing there.
You are the one who will laugh at the stupid things i say. and you even asked me to call you during study break or when you are down so that i can make you laugh with all the stupid things i said. HAHAHA! so funnny~
you still have 5 years of that you know? hahaha=0
LILIAN
HELLO weirdo, you are always the unique one out of all of us. We APPLY that even when buying clothes for you, and chose you the WILD GREEN shirt! LOL!
remember how we went to cut hair randomly! haha, look at you!
and how we went crazy shouting at the roof top?
thanks for being concern bout my uni and sime darby stuffs. =) oh well, we end up in the same uni! for 5 years, you'll be stuck with HULK teng! can take it? HEHE! i remember how one day we were studying in the silent zone, and you were really nice, teaching me and all.GOOD TIMES~ wahhh! i will miss having midnight talks with you man, ur stories so interesting, although u dont tell much.
anywaz, TRANSPORTER, thanks for driving us around so much. and i will always remember how you will shout at me loudly in the middle of the road and i will get really shocked! DONT cause an accident ok! BLUEKS! love watching movie in your house too, cause the screen is so big!
go chase after your dreams ok - that is BIEBER! hahahaha=) i will support you!
CANDICE
HOW DARE YOU TELL ALL THE EMBARASSING STUFFS TO C! GRRR! to someone whom i still have reputation with. I'll kill you one day if you continue to report!
candice, remember this? racing in a shopping complex? LOL
dice! i will miss you so much, it's been a great year with you. and i will always remember how we went to prayer meeting in the morning and always get scolded by Ms Doh cause we are ALWAYS late. haha.
i'm so glad i had you to just talk and share about stuffs.
and in the notes u gave me, indeed is amazing how we take turns to cheer each other up. That's what sisters are for! =) i hope we can still do that in future! keep in contact~
MICHELLE
ahah! FOC, LAB, TENG partner!
cannot live a single day withot talking to each other huh? hahaha! we meet on msn ALMOST everyday just to .... krap! LOL! of cz we do talk bout important stuffs as well.
WE MANAGED to stuffs THREE person's luggage into one! OMG!
errr.. what were we doing again? LOL!
I cant even remember the day we got so close. seems like I've known you for years. HAHA!
we had so many moments spent together that cant be captured by words. just want to say thanks for all the times you were there for me especially when i was complaining or whinny and all. I reember how i enjoyed studying maths together and discussing chem, but always end up krapping.
and you better be cming back to visit me or not i will kill you! suffer the plane ride JUST FOR ME, will you. hahaha=)
ME? hahaha! I bet I'm just a RUBBISH, JOKE, TOY, MODEL FOR THE SISTAS TO TRY ON SOMETHING THEY'RE NOT SURE BOUT, ENTERTAINMENT, THE DONT WALK STRAIGHT GURL, RUMOUR, NO BRAINS GURL, HULK TENG, MAKE NO SENSE GURL. the list can go on right, people? HAHAHA! i know you all dont mean it and i find it all so funnny. WELL, I KINDA ENJOYED beeing insulted and joked about. at least, i have some use there, bringing laughter to everyone *UNINTENTIONALLY*
HAHAHAHA!
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but oh well, life goes on and we all need to move on. hope all of you would find even better friends in unis. A NEW CHALLENGE ahead, so let's embrace it and keep the past as memories and good times!
TO EVERYONE, take good care and all th best in your future studies and remember to never give up or to let down the people who have high hopes for you especially your parents! G8, we came out to be sort of the best class in SAM, so as we go to separate unis, let's strive to be the top as well. so long as we GIVE OUR BEST! =)
i really do hope we keep in contact despite the time difference in aussie and here. =)
~with a sweet ending~
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