scared

sighs.. the feelings are coming back.
actually i have a lot of friends doing medicine, and everyone is warning me about how tough medicine will be and everything.
some were talking about post mortem, how we have to cut up dead bodies. GOSH, i think before i even hold the knife or whatever, i faint dy!!!!
besides, my church friend say u better be reading a lot now, because i will suffer if my english still stay as bad as now.
yet another aunty tried to talk me into changing course and to give up my medicine course, saying it is too tough and all.
some told me that you will definitely have no family time in future.
and others say, you will die during housemanship, they will torture you like crazy and everything.

well, all this stuffs and hearing what people say really scares me off some times and i keep thinking am i strong enough or am i able to really finish this course sucessfully? i am really scared to think about it.

but yet, i have the assurance once again, that if God has started this whole thing from the beginning, He will definitely accomplish it. and being in His will is always the best. no matter how hard, how tough, we are His children and He will take care of us, plus he promised us to never to give us something that we cannot bear or over our own limits.

trusting Him in my future studies and collecting the courage to face this tough medicine course. have faith!