being conscious after opt!

When I first became conscious,
My eyes were not open
I couldn’t move
Only my ears were working
I heard
My doctor mumbling
The operation has finished successfully
I heard
The OT door opened

I heard the wheels of my bed
And next I was in ICU

I was confused, disorientated n had mixed feeling…

When I became fully conscious…I still did not knw wat exactly was I doing….
I started talking to the doctor..

Me: doctor, r u tired?
Doctor: smiles
Me : doctor, go n have a rest
Doctor : smiles
Me : doctor, go n have ur lunch
Doctor : smiles

Well… I guess the doctor would have thought I was crazy… but I really didn’t knw wat was I doing…lieing there feeling a bit blur...

I looked around me…. I was shocked… there were so many tubes n machines around me…I was connected with one tube in my neck, two tubes in my hand, one catherthar tube(urine), n one drainage tube(back)…n one blood pressure thing on my hand which squeezes automatically… n the machines went on with their ti ti ta ta, ti ti ta ta….
Then my mother n father came… I was glad to see them.. n they made me feel more secured…n save… n clearer…

i was REALLY thirsty at that point.... this thirstiness is really nt the normal, is unbearable... n i keep asking for water... but the nurse refused to give n only wet my lips...each time i ask they did the same thing... n i was getting angry,restless,hopeless.. n i blotted out harshly can u please give me "REAL" water!! i didnt knw wat made me do tat anyway...but i was really dieing of thirst...then finally,after all the waiting, the water came, at the first sip of it... i felt like life came back to me...=)

Then… later I just dozed off into a deep sleep…

during the nite i remembered, i vomited... n it really hurts my back!

n i let out a few "ah"s...

i really felt like bursting out... getting out straight away n recover straight away..but knew it was imposibble...

well,,i endured n the next morning came...

will continue later.. got to zzz...zzz.. now...