my experience with God

haha...so long never update my blog liao
this is going to be an extra extra long post...hehe=)

i am writing about my whole journey of operation with God.. He has been good n real to me during this period.

The day before my opt
i was all the way feeling very calm...until this day...
when driving to the hospital,i started to feel my heart beat..dup dup dup dup dup...
i started to feel afraid of wat i was going in for
then...i looked up into the sky n it was really beautiful that day n i started talking to God
i told Him all my feelings n fear n amazingly, He reassured me that He will be with me throughout the whole thing and i was relief to know that.i told Him that i will continue to trust in Him.i was calm again not afraid!

admitted in hospital day before
i was brought into a single room n rested for a while then we went out to dinner..
the nite itself i was started to feel it again..n this time round God send messages into my phone CONTINUOUSLY with verses... like Psalm121, joshua 1:9, n loads of encouragement
everybody told me that they were praying for me n i felt so assured to know tat my church every 15minutes during my opt there's someone praying for me. i was really touch by this LOVE shown by God's family!!
i was really touched wen i received an sms all the way from australia with the verse be strong n courageous, do not be terrified,do not be discouraged because the Lord your God will go wherever u go.
tat nite it self my father read another two passages from the bible n with that i wen to sleep feeling comforted, calm n assured

deng deng deng deng!!
the day finally arrived
it was really God's working.. i got up n read my quiet time.
believe it a not!!! my quiet time's verse was matthew 19:26 with God all things are possible!!! once again, He assured me n i went with Him calmly!
i was asked to bath with this kinf of "red colour soap" apparently prevent infection..
i didnt like the smell but had no choice..n it was my LAST bath n i wont be able to bath for nearly a week!
n then i had to put on this long stoking to prevent blood clot..
the time pass by hour...minute...n second
n then was transfered to the operating theatre
my mother waited with me until i needed to go in
before that they pushed in two tubes in my left hand
AND i went in.. i saw the three big lights n took a glance around all the modern technologies
i was chit chating with a nurse while waiting for doctor..she was quite surprised tat i was smiling all the way
only deep down inside i know tat i was really trusting n depending on God

"DEAD"
the doctor n anathesia also arrived... some drugs were put into my hand n within seconds i was "dead" n i didnt know wat was happening .i was under anathesia..!=)

the rest of the story will be coming i will write till here first.
just want to say tat God has been really great!=) praise the Lord!